9 days from now I will be on my way to the USA, and I am super exited about it for many different reasons, I am also worried for many different reasons, so let me start with writing a few points which are involved in this trip:
**first of all till now my family do not know that I am leaving to the USA, I am planning to tell my mom soon, because she is spending the summer in Jordan just to be around me for a while, so I better brake the news to hear SOON.
** this will be my first time to the other side of the Atlantic Ocean, and for the first time in my life I’ll be able to see sun rise over the Ocean instead of the sea, or over mountains or land,
** I have been around, and I have had my share of advetures in my life, but this one is different, it will be my first time in my life without having someone around to comfort me, and be my “safe-line”. where ever I have been, what ever I have done, there has always been someone around that would come to my assistence if I “fell to hard” and weren’t able to stand up, there has also been someone around to keep an eye on my “creative plans” but in the states there will be no one, so this adveture is going to be INTERESTING
** SInce the age of 16, I have been more or less independent and in charge of myself, with the exception that I have always had someone who will take care of me if I lose my head, I might be a great cook, but thats basicly it, I am a bad shoper, bad cleaner etc etc etc, and I have always had some one special on my side to take care of those thigns, started with Jannet, ans well it continued to be Jannet for most of the time, but any way now that I’ll be in a the states, I will be in charge of everything, and worse then that I am leaving Amman with 60 youth who thinks that I am in charge of them, and that I will assist them till they arrive at their destinations, just because I have some experience with traveling, but in the end its my fault, I was the one who wanted to save about 200$ by buying a ticket with that culture exchange group.
well I guess thats it, I know I don’t keep my blog up-dated regulary, but the trip to the states is worth posting one post weekly about, so i have already made a category for it, and this way I’ll have less phone calls, and emails to send to keep my friends posted about whats happening, so I’ll write my first post a few hours after I reach my destination (which is Ocean City, MaryLand)